September 2nd, 2014

At Kedai Tansu (Ketan Susu)

At Kedai Tansu (Ketan Susu) with Heru – See on Path.

September 1st, 2014

At Getback Coffee

Ngilangin penat~ – at Getback Coffee with Heru – See on Path.

August 31st, 2014

Aku cuma ingin bahagia.

Aku cuma ingin bahagia, sulitkah?

Awal aku kenal kamu, aku pikir, aku bisa lebih bahagia bersama kamu.
Ternyata ekspektasi aku terlalu tinggi, tujuan kita ternyata gak sama.
Aku ke kanan kamu ke kiri. Sehingga kita tidak bertemu di titik yang sama.

Aku cuma ingin punya hubungan selayaknya umur kita yang sekarang sayang.. serius, karena ada tujuan. Bukan hanya sekedar pacaran.

Aku ingin selayaknya hubungan yang serius, punya masa depan, saling menjaga, saling takut kehilangan, saling takut nyakitin, saling percaya, saling menjaga hati, berkomitmen, saling menguatkan, dan saling setia..

Dengan umur kamu yang sekarang, belum puas kah kamu main-main dalam jalanin hubungan sayang?
Kenapa kamu selalu hadir kan perempuan lain disaat aku selalu menghindari laki-laki lain?
Tidak kah kamu berpikir, ada hati yang harus kamu jaga? Yaitu hati aku. Yang kamu bilang dan semua orang tau kalau aku ini pacar kamu, orang yang mungkin kamu sayang.

Disini, aku yang salah karena sudah berekspektasi terlalu tinggi atau memang kamu yang belum bisa untuk jalanin hubungan yang serius? Jangan buat aku selalu bertanya-tanya sayang..

Aku cuma ingin bahagia.. sulitkah untuk mu sayang?

Aku benci. Karena kamu, Sayang..

Aku benci Soerabi
Aku benci wilayah Ciputat
Aku benci UIN Syarif Hidayatullah
Aku benci Sukabumi
Aku benci Bekasi
Aku benci cewek alis tebal
Aku benci cewek rambut panjang
Aku benci laki-laki gak setia
Aku benci dibohongin
Aku benci diselingkuhin
Aku benci darah
Aku benci smartphone mu
Aku benci
Aku benci
Aku benci
karena kamu, sayang..

Tapi siapalah aku, hanya sesosok makhluk yang tidak berhak membenci semua hal yang sudah bikin hati aku sakit.

May 23rd, 2014
Brad Pitt about his lady: 
“My girl got sick. She was constantly nervous because of problems at work, personal life, her failures and children. She lost 30 pounds and weighted about 90 pounds. She got very skinny and was constantly crying. She was not a happy woman. She had suffered from continuing headaches, heart pain and jammed nerves in her back and ribs. She did not sleep well, falling asleep only in the mornings and got tired very quickly during the day. Our relationship was on the verge of break up. Her beauty was leaving her somewhere, she had bags under her eyes, she was poking her head, and stopped taking care of herself. She refused to shoot the films and rejected any role. I lost hope and thought that we’ll get separated soon…

But then I decided to act. After all I’ve got the Most Beautiful Woman on Earth. She is the idol of more than half of men and women on Earth, and I was the one allowed to fall asleep next to her and to hug her. I began to shower her with flowers, kisses and compliments. I surprised and pleased her very minute. I gave her a lot of gifts and lived just for her. I spoke in public only about her. I incorporated all themes in her direction. I praised her in front of her own and our mutual friends. You won’t belive it, but she blossomed. She became better. She gained weight, was no longer nervous and loved me even more than ever. I had no clue that she can that much. 

And then I realized one thing: The women is the reflection of her man.

If you love her to the point of madness, she will become it.” - Brad Pitt

Brad Pitt about his lady:
“My girl got sick. She was constantly nervous because of problems at work, personal life, her failures and children. She lost 30 pounds and weighted about 90 pounds. She got very skinny and was constantly crying. She was not a happy woman. She had suffered from continuing headaches, heart pain and jammed nerves in her back and ribs. She did not sleep well, falling asleep only in the mornings and got tired very quickly during the day. Our relationship was on the verge of break up. Her beauty was leaving her somewhere, she had bags under her eyes, she was poking her head, and stopped taking care of herself. She refused to shoot the films and rejected any role. I lost hope and thought that we’ll get separated soon…

But then I decided to act. After all I’ve got the Most Beautiful Woman on Earth. She is the idol of more than half of men and women on Earth, and I was the one allowed to fall asleep next to her and to hug her. I began to shower her with flowers, kisses and compliments. I surprised and pleased her very minute. I gave her a lot of gifts and lived just for her. I spoke in public only about her. I incorporated all themes in her direction. I praised her in front of her own and our mutual friends. You won’t belive it, but she blossomed. She became better. She gained weight, was no longer nervous and loved me even more than ever. I had no clue that she can that much.

And then I realized one thing: The women is the reflection of her man.

If you love her to the point of madness, she will become it.” - Brad Pitt

May 13th, 2014

Buat yg pernah di bohongin. ( Quote: Zarry Hendrik ) by natashafarani

May 9th, 2014

Kepada Pemilik Kedipan Mata itu.

Hei Tuan, Pemilik Kedipan Mata yang selalu aku tunggu hadirnya.

Terima kasih untuk waktu dan pelajaran selama (hampir) 4 bulan ini.
Terima kasih untuk waktu luang kamu, rasa sayang kamu, rasa cemburu kamu, marah kamu, pelukan kamu, dan pelajaran positif yang kamu ajarkan ke aku. Terima kasih sudah mau kenal sosok perempuan seperti aku, yang gak bisa kamu banggain, yang agamanya masih sangat kurang, yang sifatnya jauh dari sempurna. Tapi kamu masih mau kenal aku sampe (hampir) 4 bulan ini.

Maaf aku gak bisa menjadi pasangan kamu yang sempurna. Sampai-sampai kamu harus mencari perempuan lain. Mungkin kamu begitu karena aku yang salah. Maaf sekali lagi.

Cuma terima kasih dan maaf yang bisa aku ucap ke kamu. Karena rasa sayang aku gak berarti apa-apa untuk kamu.

Semoga kita bisa bertemu di lain waktu :)

Dwi.

March 21st, 2014
When I first met you, I felt a kind of contradiction in you. You’re seeking something, but at the same time, you are running away for all you’re worth.

Haruki Murakami 

Everything you love is here

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March 14th, 2014

Kedipan matamu menenangkan, Tuan.

Hai Tuan,

Kedipan mata, di balik helm fullface di atas motor ‘laki’ mu, yang mampu menenangkan hati untuk mengantar kamu pulang; iya kamu pemiliknya.

Sederhana, cukup kedipan matamu bikin aku tenang. Iya sesederhana itu.

Dan ternyata kedipan matamu pun bisa bikin aku jatuh cinta terus-menerus.
Lagi-lagi Tuhan aku Maha Baik.

Aku pikir, aku ga bisa untuk jatuh cinta lagi atau hanya sekedar hati ini bergejolak. Tuhan berkendak lain.
Tuhan mengabulkan doa-doa aku (mungkin) lewat kamu, karena jauh sebelum tangan kita berjabat, sudah terlebih dahulu tangan aku terangkat. Meminta sosok seperti kamu.
Lagi-lagi Tuhan aku Maha Baik.

Senyum kamu, tawa kamu, canda kamu, khawatir kamu, cemburu kamu, bahkan marahnya kamu bikin aku memahami suatu hal; Tuhan aku Maha Baik mengirim sosok ‘Malaikat’ seperti kamu.
Tuhan aku memang Maha Baik.

Aku gak tau, ada keajaiban apalagi dari Semesta yang Maha Baik ini untuk hamba seperti aku. Akupun gak tau seperti apa akhir dari cerita aku sama kamu, tapi Tuan, yang aku tau sekarang; aku cinta kamu. Semoga bukan kesialan buat mu karena dicintai oleh sosok seperti aku..aamiin.

Jatuh cinta sama kamu, diluar kendali aku. Andai saja jatuh cinta gak sepaket dengan patah hati, bahagia mudah didapat. Tapi itu hampir gak mungkin. Karena ketidakmungkinan itu, aku terima sepaket jatuh cinta sama kamu dengan patah hatinya. Aku rela kalau harus patah hati lagi dan itu karena kamu.

Sayang, jangan pernah lelah, cape, bahkan jenuh untuk menjadi pasangan aku ya.
Perjalanan kita masih panjang, sayang.

Untuk kamu yang aku cinta; terima kasih sudah menjadi pasangan yang menyenangkan. Aku cinta kamu.


Your love,
Dwi.

March 6th, 2014
Maybe you will never be
completely whole again
but you will learn how to fill
the cracks in your heart
with all the thoughts
that made you fight like hell;
the word strength
should be written
all over your body
wtm, Strength (via wordscanbeenough)

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